from tears from her eyes to the blood from her body...

*nothing really great has happened. my mom went to cancun this week, she doesnt come bak until 13 days!!! ugh! i already miss my mommy already!

*ive been going to work almost everyday with my dad im actually working!

*it was my bday this week, i got a lot of cool stuff, i just had some friends over and we just swam and kinda chilled it was alright. i didnt wanna make a party tho. i was saving it til this weekend, other words its gonna be tommorrow. yay! hope everything goes good. anywho well erik called me on my bday, he was the 1st one. we talked for about 3 hrs stright! it was crazy. we talked about stupid stuff and about us, he told he that he honestly loved me and the misses me and that everything is bitting him in the ass, so he says. i didnt really tell him anything about me loving him and all that, i think he already nos that i loved him. we talked that maybe later on well hit it off again, but who nos, i told him about all the hook ups ive had since ive been single. and i told him about juan carlos. i think it kinda burned him a lil, but i told him that its just a summer fling and not to think that i just forgot about him cuz i didnt. theres still some of him in me , he told me that he still has strong feelings for me or something like that. i guess its kinda good to no about that.i think i took it pretty good. everythings been going pretty easy on me cuz im not always thinking about erik anymore. i do think about him but not as before.then we both said that gosh exactly a yr ago( the day of my bday) it was the 1st time we hooked up ever, we both got a lil quite and i guess he new what i was thinking, and i think i new what he was thinking. we talked about other shit but yea....

* turning to a new guy..... hahahaha! well today was juan carlos bday, i was gonna go to juarez w/ him tonite cuz he wanted to go to a concert tonite and he bought me a ticket and well my dad didnt let me go! i was sooo fuckin pissed. i felt soo bad! but i bought juan carlos a guess walet and a BEER BONG HAT! its awsome! hahahahaha well i mean he is 18 now! hahahahaha. that guys soo sweet to me also. i dont understand y the fuck hes w/ me! he has soo many gurls too! damn! but meh... hes coming over tommorrow. thats gonna be fun. i like kissing him, its entertaining and fun hahaha.Jorge might come also w/ hiber, ( joses bro) hope nothing goes down, i dont think but still ya no?


* i talked to derek yesterday aww poor baby got his wisdom teeth pulled out .and me i was all mad at him cuz he didnt tell me happy bday! hahahaha well duh! he couldnt talk!! LMAO! he said that he wants to give me the best bday kiss ever as my present, in other words he wants to hook up again, kinda want to again but hummm.... i dont no, i no juan carlos would get mad, but then again im not going out w/ him, but then if he were to hook up w/ another gurl i think i would get mad sooo.... i dont no.... well yea. thats pretty much everything that has been going on lately i guess, nothing that super.